I am angry at you

I am angry at you today. More then I have been in the last few weeks. You were an emotional crutch for me in as much a way as I was for you. It was not healthy I know but it was great. Then you left and I am stuck to deal with all my own demons. I hate you so much for tonight. You know how I feel when I am around my family and how hard it is for me to spend hours with them and you weren't there. I spent hours with people who I love and cannot seem to spend too much time with. I guess I mistrust them like you mistrust your family. This hurts so fucking much I want to punch you for it. I would never hurt you. I am so sick of being me, anyone want to trade.

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I had some audio here but I did not like it so I got rid of it. It was about the loony girls that I have a problem entrusting with my heart and cant help but watchin them kick my ass emotionaly. I am a Pussy.