I still don't know

I can't escape the fact that I exhibit a large percentage of the traits of a sociopath. I am not a psychopath or a serial killer but I do feel that I have what would be considered a moral flexibility that could be very easily exploited or used for bad bad things. I even took a boring online test but I don't think I was honest and I think that it was a wasted of time but I scored a 63% sociopath. I think my major difference from being a total sociopath is that I only hurt others when I need to not for fun. I don't get off on the agony of others and I would only kill if I felt I was threatened. I once read a book called The Gemini Man and I could totally relate to the main character in this book. Want to know how I am on the inside of my head? This is it in a way that I cannot explain; read this book and draw your own conclusion:

I seemingly lack moral empathy, a condition generally described as sociopathic -- which doesn't apply to me because I don't have sociopathic tendencies.

I think that I am a human who is able to act and think without the hindrance of morality, excessive emotionalism and I don't know what that makes me.

I dont know, those who know me could feel free to comment.