Worthless...

I am sad that intergrity is worthless. It should be a crime not to have it. I wish that it would benefit everyone when you have it but it does not. I remember when I lost my fear. I have always wanted to die but I never wanted to have it be premature, when ever it happens it just happens. I started praying for it when I lost my fear. I say fear but it really started out as self loathing. When my hate for me was only my fear of my own ability and strength I was set free and no longer afraid. I no longer fear and I am truly free for hate and I wish everyone else could take my journey.