Hear No Evil, See No Evil, Speak No Evil

I have been wanting to write this for some time but I just never got around to it. I guess this is the best time to write it cause I am at work and I am getting grossly over paid to do this. I read somewhere:
"Hear no evil, see no evil, Then you have no reason to suspect any."
And that almost made me choke on the truth of the statement. If you have never seen it done or done it yourself, you will not know, nor will you recognize the circumstances in which that particular thing would be done or even considered. If you have never sat in a room with a bunch of generals and listened to their conversation about sending a team of 8 men to their (what seemed at the time) deaths. Mind you its no ordinary team, it was a team of US Navy SeALs. Remember it cost in excess of one million dollars to train one navy seal to full operator status and they send 8 of them to die to accomplish an objective. Before that day I could conceive of the idea but I never actually heard it rationalized. After that day I never looked at another officer the same way again. Those SeALs did what they had to do and to everyone's surprise they all lived and were very annoyed at the lack usable intel they were given. If you have never beaten someone into hospitalizing you would never know that one person could "loose it" like that and not care. If you have never had your heart broken you just don't know what it feels like until you do and you cannot counsel someone who has until you have been in that situation.

The reason I write this is because I always talk to my wife about certain things that she just mostly finds unthinkable or totally "crazy, how? Or why would someone do that?" and I just thought that everyone was like me. That is to say a former evil terrible manipulating puppy killing candy from a baby maiden stealer thirty pieces of silver kind of guy like me. I guess not, then again I also guess that's why I am so fucking paranoid about people. The sad thing about those days of my life is that I learned so much and was my own worst enemy. I would fear karma if I did not think that Karma sat on my shoulder and stabbed me in the heart and the back ten times worse then I did to others. I still wonder How I survived my self. You may not know that someone would do it but trust me if it can be done there is someone out there that is planning on doing it. I may not know everything that can be done but I sure as hell know that there is no limit to the depths that people will sink to accomplish their pointless goals.

I think what I am trying to say is this. Just because you could not commit the crime or hurt the completely innocent does not mean that I (or someone else of like demenor, nature) havent, couldent, or wouldent for no reason other then the idea crossed my (our) decayed mind.