a deeper mark...

its a dangerous place to be
a dangerous place to be
standing right there next to me
a very dangerous place indeed

the red spot on the wall
the scorch marks on the floor
that was the last person that knocked on my hearts door
looking for a handout and a little mana

this angles wings have been clipped for a reason
i am sitting among men because this is my punnishment
waiting for the redemption to come
so that i can atone with my own destruction

its a dangerous place to be
a dangerous place to be
standing right there next to me
a very dangerous place indeed

take a look at my smile and you wont see
that happiness you seek
i am neither gentle or docile or weak

look deeper and you will know
what everyone alread does
I am no good to my core
I never was

its a dangerous place to be
a dangerous place to be
standing right there next to me
a very dangerous place indeed

A little sick...

I dont feel well. Its more then a flu or a cancer its almost ethereal and hanuting. Its in my stomach and chest and its making my arms weak and my head spin. Lately i have been on the verge of tears and feeling very unstable. I dont know why because of late I have been a very stable person. When I say of late I mean over the last few years.