Is this poison?

Pathetic? Sad? I am not sure...

I guess if your a hard worker you might find me pathetic and most everyone else would just find this sad but here it is. Someone pulled the alarm in my office building and I was excited that it happened. Not because I am a hard worker but because I am a huge slacker and I hate this place. Buildings like this are what make beautiful landscape look like shit. People that build them are the greedy whores and power mongers of our economy that ruin our entire planet. I wish I could take credit for the pulling of the alarm. Alas I was not clever enough to think of it and I will not do it now cause it has already been done. So that was the most excitement I have had at this job in 6 months (if you don't count choking on a lean cuisine in march). I do feel like a caged animal here and I wish a cute customer would wander by so I could gawk like the testosterone infused animal that I am. I don't know what is wrong with me today but I am very emotional. Maybe I will go sit by the waterfall and try to relax for a second. I wish I had my rittalin.

A dark day

Its a dark day when you have to worry about being tested by the government for mental illness just cause they want to bolster their pharmaceutical sales. I hate the idea they we are all being lied to by Uncle Sam and still for some reason just accepting it. I heard a saying once about someone who is a true believer in what ever cause they decide to champion. When presented with the truth about their cause, that its a lie or that they are just being misled by their leader they will refuse to admit the reality. The do not want to say they were wrong and the they were fooled or even that they are the enigma not the answer. I am a patriot and I love my country but you will never get me to believe that the government is there to protect me or take care of the needs of its civilians. I was in the military and I will say that there is a very different perspective from a soldier and a civilian. A soldier is not under the illusion that he is important and a civilian is. A soldier knows that if it came down to his life, a mission objective or an expensive piece of equipment its going to be his ass. A civilian thinks that human life has some sort of value to those in control. Human rights are fake and the moment that they interfere with government agenda you will all be injected with enough fear to make you volunteer your rights away in the name of security. How long before the rest of you wake up and smell the decay of the past, taste blood of the present and the see the chains of the future?