dream dream dream....

I had a dream that was sitting in the middle of a field and my whole family was there sittin on top of my shoulders. They were not sitting in any way logical it was more a cat in the hat kinda way and it seemed that they did not know they were sitting on me. I started to cry and then I hit the ground and from beneath me the earth moved. It did not slide it was more like when you drop a rock in a pond and it makes ripples but they were ripples of earth. The exploded out from be in every direction and I knew that anyone in the way was in danger. Every one but my family would feel these waves and so I continued to hit the earth and it was maing a crater below me and i was sinking in this huge, what i can only describe as a gian meteor hole. By the time the dream was ending the pounding sounded like music to me and the crater was the size of the gulf of mexico and it was smoking hot everywhere but where I was. I could not see it but I knew the whole planet was changed and it was all leveled. I also felt very alone and I think my family just sumpped off my shoulders and walked away. Really strange dream.

gone for long

wow it has been a long time since I posted anything and for that I am sorry. I will post today, because its my birthday!! yes I am 27 today and I feel old. The last few months have been pretty un eventful for me other then trying to take my workouts to the next level. I have as of today lost 35 lbs since about March. Its been a long road and I still have about another 15 lbs to lose but where ever my body stops is where I will be happy. I am on a quest to become the best person that I can. I have no friends to hang out with other then my wife and son and I dont know how much they like me bothering them but I do. Such is the way of my life these days and when my purpose comes I will be waiting.