The lunatic fringe

I never realized that I grew up on the totally crazy end of christian living. I thought that learning how to cast out demons and binding spirits was normal. I guess not. The more I look at it the more I see now why I feel like such a fucking freak. I think that I could improve on the ideas that I was taught but I am still debating on if moving farther out into the realm of the insane is a good idea. I am learning more and more how far from normal I am and I think it scares me. If I grew up on such a strange diet of latino living and christian voodoo and everyone thought I was weird...makes me feel a little sad.