Another manic-monday

So I am back at work and I am wondering if things are a boring as they seem or if this is my own pessimism ruining my attitude. I think that for the most part all I need to do to enjoy life is to stop paying attention at all and just give up. I think that the apathy of my old life was what was keeping it fun. My never thinking of the conquences of my actions kept me busy with having to keep my self constantly entertained. Boy did life hav no meaning then and now that it has meaning it seem boring. Is it me or do things seem funner when you are living for nothing and dieing to live? Why is hind sight always 20/20? Why do women always want to be the men in a relationship and still reap the benefits of being female? Why can dog pee standing up? When will the porcuepine evolve to a higher species and rule the earth? oh all just questions I will have to ask my creator when I see him.