For all the Male readers...

Ever feel like something is missing in your life? like you were supposed to be some kind of hero and your not? Like your purpose was greater then pumping gas or being manager at a local retailer store?
For a long time I searched this whole globe looking for the thing that would make me feel worth while. I looked for my purpose in this swirling mass of people and I did not find it. I found God, I found Love, I found Sex, drugs, material things but most of all I found nothing. When I came home after being away from a family I had never left I had aquired almost nothing. It was frequent for me to visit without anything but the clothes on my back. After four years I fit everything I owned in two suitcases.
I was not satisfied or happy with me, all I found was emptiness and I had better defiend that gap in my soul. Can it be filled? Is there a man out there that can securly tell me he is not only happy but fulfilled also?