are you a dreamer...

I am the dreamer who never was
the only one to ever create a thought beyond my grasp
the one who does not belong and never will
I am the dreamer
can you hear them weeping
they are still alive
each one holding the blueprint of the whole
can you ever comprehend what its like
all your dreams broken
all my aspirations and exaltations crushed by the erosion of reality
how brutal and a painful it is to be the dreamer
without anything else to dream
the dreamer with no children to nurture
all I have is the shore i created and the ocean that feeds on it
my own little infinity ending a grain at a time