just how I feel...

It’s waking up every morning and not making any difference. It’s being able to move a mountain and being asked to take a seat. Its feeling like James bond and being put into Watson’s shoes. Its being 26 and totally confused. Totally purposeless. It’s having people depend on you for everything and feeling that you need to provide it for more. Its needing opiates to sleep. Its needing sleep to dream. It's waking up to escape the nightmares. It’s no one understanding. It’s no one even trying. Its people asking all the wrong questions. It’s all the right questions being very difficult to ask. It’s in finding out for yourself who everyone else is before you find out who you are. Its never having enough of anything and having too much of everything. It’s just how I feel some days and most nights.